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I wish i had the personality that would impress you, i hope i had the ability that would satisfy your needs i wish i had the face that would catch your eyes, i hope i could be the person that you wants... *~* PlEaSe Do NoT LEt Go Of My HaNd *~* [1:56 AM]
i love you and truly mean this, and i am doing my best to win your heart, although you're not giving me much time, it's ok... even if you're not giving your attention to me , it's really ok...
I tried to share the wisdom I have with you ,and finding ways to make you smile, showing that i am always by your side, touching your life in anyway i can, trying my best to fit into your life, and hiding my weakness so that you'd know how strong i could be for you...look at me now, what i did was all for you.
I really admire you, your honesty and humility...I am fascinated with your face...I fantasized always being with you...I always dream of having you mine...
I confessed that i'm deeply in love with you...
But, as time passes by, you're getting further and further from me... no matter how i try hard to stretched my arms, i still won't reach you... maybe you really are just a dream to me, which i can't have in reality...how can you be so selfish and abandon me?
I really have fallen for you and it kills me to hold myself back. I can't hate you, or push you away from me... it hurts me deeply when i am reminded that i can't call you mine...
so i guess i don't have a choice but to take this feeling away cause this makes me weak... I force myself to pretend all this is a mistake until this fades away, so that i could be the strong friend that you really need when you needs help... i am doing all this because i cannot afford to lose you...And i guess you won't be reading this, but i still badly want to wirte...No matter what happens, remember that i'm here...
*PeI ZHeN
*17.06.1994
*GeMiNi
*superstar_peizhen@hotmail.com
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*aNy KiNdS oF bLuE CoLouR
*DeSiGn & ArT
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*BaCkStAbBeRs WhO hAtE bAcKsTaBbErS*
*HiM*
Wishlist
*To sEe hIm AgAin*
*To Be SeEn By ThE wOrLd AgAiN*
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::BoA's - LoNg TiMe No SeE::
::PrEsS oN "sTaY wIf Me PlS" bElOw To Go To My EnTrIes::
-If YoU lEt Go Of My hAnD, eVeRyThInG wIlL cHaNgE -
::i'M nOt EvEr GoNnA BeLiEvE yOu AgAiN ::